GottaLovet

I had hopes of getting married

Buying a home with my husband

and starting a family.

But you find that your significant other doesnt want the same thing. When you find out something like this, it’s like your heart was ripped out, stomped on, kicked on, ran over, stabbed and eaten. You wouldnt think that someone you’ve known for close to five years is not ready for marriage. Rather, not even thinking about it.

I understand I can not waste anymore time. I’m going to be 26 years old and I know what I want in life. If I’m with someone who doesnt share the same values and hopes and dreams as I do then I have to keep it moving. I refuse to be “that girl” who waits 10 years for my bf to propose. No, I refuse. I have respect for myself.

I just need to pray because I really deserve better.