GottaLovet

Have you ever had a moment where if you just die things will get better? No? It’s just me? Well, I have this feeling. Nothing seems to be going right. I dont have a good relationship with my family and things are not going well in my personal life. I rather not say anything more because it’s depressing.

I try to live everyday one day at a time. I tend to let things get to me and I often bend over backwards to get things to run smoothly, but I have to realize I just have to have a laissez-faire attitude about things. I really dont want to get a stroke before I’m thirty.

I usually dont blog about things like this but sometimes you just want to vent. I tried to call a friend after work today but her voicemail came on. I cried in my car while driving home. Not much tears came out but I still cried.

Its funny because I went to Africa a few months ago and my Uncle was talking to me about Christianity and reading the Bible. I believe in Christ but I dont read the Bible (if that makes sense). Anyways, my Uncle says that reading the Bible and going to church changed his life and that I should devote a straight month of my time in reading the Bible. I promised him I would but I hadn’t started.

Times like this I need to read the Bible. The Bible really is the answer to some (if not all) life’s troubles. I am a fan of Big Brother 9 and Natalie, Ryan, and Adam call their team “Team Christ” because they read the Bible and look to the Bible for answers. I want to be apart of that team. I want to go to the Bible to help me.

I’m getting a little emotional right now as I type. Anyways, thats what I need to do. That’s all I have to say.